today , 21 april 2008 ,is the day i break up with you.
i dont want to , but i must .
to protect myself by ur stupid harmful thingy u ask me todo .
boy , how hurt i am when i know you did this to me .
yes , i ask for break , but i have my own reason.
if ur attitude never been like this , i swear i never leave you and be with you forever.
serius.
but now , you treat me like sheet. why ?
u dont care about me , then why we should go on our relationship ?
all the thing you want from me is that thing you ask me to do.!
you force me but i dun want to !
dont you understand ? NOW , whose fault ?
im writing this , right here crying.
i miss you but what should i do now ?
you have ur own life, and i have mine.
i know you could find those girl out there to be my replacement.
or maybe you have the replacement without im knowing.
when i ask for this break,you just dun care.
dun care at all. like nothing bothering you.
like you happy when im not your girl anymore.
boy , should i keep on crying or keep on trying to forget you ? ):
okay , back for today activity. just get back from downtown mcd. study with leen nabillah mira and riri till 6.30 then we go home. hope my maths improved larr okayy. hais, no mood. BYE!
