just came back from werk & aku sumpah aku penat gyler babs siol ! cuci mater laa ehh ! XD wiith this three guy named HELMI , HARIZ & HADI. see, all letter "H" . ada makne kot ? mana tawu my next guy will be starting with a letter "H" ? heheh !

i get to know khairil & his a caring guy i've known . he tell me he love a girl who wear cute shoes & not a slipper coz he feel that who wear slipper are too "selekeh" haha . & he share his last time life w his ex . he say that girl busted hym many tymes & he scared to fall in love again , like me ! he been single since 29 nov & i've been single since 5 dec. so yes , we're friends , or maybe more ?(:

i contact hyrul back since the day on 9 dec he called me . he say he miss me & stuff . since im single , i cant ignore hym no more . coz when im att last tyme , i msg hym to stop contacting me again. see , how sincere i'll be DEAREST EX ? but then you played behind me. forget it la ~ so yes , he say he att & idk what im gonna do . ignore hym back or just contacting hym ? i once msg hym & ask hym nt to contact me no more . but yet he get angry & say he scared of losing me again. so i suppose to be his friend , only . you know , its hard to believe guys now a days.

i still contact w my bestie hadi . since i've break up with my DEAREST EX that night , i msg hym straight away & tell him how i feel. he quickly call me & cheer me up . how sweet ? he say i can meet hym whenever im feeling a little bit low or need anyone . im sure i will. now , he busy with his werk & i cant disturb hym . i msg hym sometymes coz i knw when is the tyme he werk. so yesh , i miss him but i miss DEAREST EX more ! ):

i've contact with those guys who wanna know me better & they didnt believe that im single coz they say "selalu nyer pmpn yang lawa ada matey." im not preety at all. aye ? thats why i dun have a boyfriend . happy ? & i dont need one right now . coz i know , they're the same . opps. sorry , not all boys aye . hmmmms. some asked for a stead & all , i replied that im not ready into a relationship. for what steady w someone else but my heart still keep loving my DEAREST EX ? asshole uhh ! -_- i know i cant move on . whenever i try to move on & contact other guys , i knw they are not the right one for me , i still love my DEAREST EX .

so yesh , really hard to forget hym ehhh ? stupid liya ! SOOO STUPID LOVING A GUY LIKE THAT ! haissss. idk what else to do . i've try not to meet hym for the last pass days.even i went out w friends i didnt tag hym along , just because i wanna ignore hym so i can forget hym. but im wrong . my love for hym grow up each day . urghhhh ! STUPID LIYA ! STUPID HEART ! STUPID LOVE ! -_-