dear , if you read this , all i wanted to say that i miss those memories & imy . adui*
i miss the day when he worried for me after knowing that i go out from house in the middle of the night without telling hym & he keep msging & calling me asking me to go home coz he dun want anything happen to me.):
i miss the day when he msg me & say he really love me & wont repeat his mistakes again , even he swear. & he say his nt trying to be a sweet talker , he say it thru his heart. he say this tyme he serius over me.):
i miss the day when he say he wont let me go with anyone else & wont talk about other gerls no more. even he promise those stuff.):
i miss the day when i got a family problem & he msg me & ask me to takecare & dont do stupid things. i say i miss hym & he say only gods know how much he miss me.):
i miss the day when he ask me for a stead on the 17.11.08 at 12.00AM with a funny way & im laughing non stop . he say he dun want any secret between us & i promise that too. & he say "jgn menggatal ! dangerous tuhh." still , i promise that too. ):
i miss the day when i slack with hym . only the two of us at the roofgarden & we spend tyme together. i lay at hym. he hug me tight . i took his lighter & he try to get back his lighter with a sweeetest way . i miss his kiss . i miss his jokes saying that he wanted that gerl & stuff just to make me get jealous. i miss his care whenever im feeling cold. ):
i miss the day when he once say "i tk bodoh utk lepas kn u gitukk mcm jekk okehh." ):
i miss the day when he realise that last tyme he hurt me & he say now he knw im the only one for hym. he promise he treasure me & this relationsip. he say he dun care about other girls out there . & he just want me to be his.):
& i still keep the msg he ans when i ask hym "apa madsud nyer lau lelaki tuhh da tk layan pmpn tu lagy?" & he replied;
"either laki tuhh da tk sygg pompan tuhh lagi. atao feelings dier da fade. atao dier dahh jelak nan tuhh pompan. ermmm, aper lagi , entah uhh."
& now thats what you did to me for the last three days. did all guys are the same ? ans me ! ):
sygg , ikut kan hati , aku ingin bersamamu lagi .
tapi pikirkan kembali , aku takut disakiti oleh mu berulang kali. ):
