had a conflicts with b at 12 am morning. i dont wish it will happen to be like this. im sorry if i make you hurt. since i've many tymes say sorry to you , you reply to me that shows you still hurt. after all those messages , i didnt wished to reply your last message , coz i knw , it will get more worse luhh. only "BESTIE" help me to cool me down and stuff. plus ayu & shasha . macey ! & yes, before i wanted to go to sleep , b msg me & say ;
"b im sorie if i hurt u badly...i didnt mean to hurt u n make u sad...im sorie bby...u r the one that i love. n u r the prefect want for me. ily."
& i didnt reply. it just hurt me laa kan .
& he msg me again & say;
"i wish each and every stone on earth no matter big or small falls onto your head so that you know how much it hurts to miss someone special like you."
"hanya kao yg ku rindu , rasa rindu ni hanya ingn kao tawu.(:"
"remember this dont you? i know we were bound to forget each other one day..but this point of time i dont wanna forget you..not yet..coz you're switist memory n i am not ready to let you go. n no matter how far we are from each other..to me..you are still inside my heart..with love,ejal"
i msg hym in the evening since i fell a sleep. talk things out & he say .
"nw i knw hw the feel nt to lose someone like you.."