Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 8:55 PM
sick & tired uhh.
HE MSG;
"life is like a ciggarette. when we hve ciggarette we r hapie. we always smoke 1 in every 30 minutes. so tat we felt best..when we hve no ciggarette we felt dwn with strees. and nw i feelin strees coz we nt spending so much time together...n everyday im just waitin ur mxq in my inbox...so that i can knw hw much ur love towards me mean so much to you...if u nvr reply, i will understand..tc..nite2..."
b , im sick & tired of this conflict, this fights, this misunderstanding . its like all problem im the one who must say sorry. okay , maybe its true that i treat u different & friends always came ferst to me. im really sorry alright. haish.
b , its hard to trust guys 100% & i really hope u understand me now. it just hard to trust everything you did. yesh , i knw u love me , ilyt ayee , but just that , im sorry . i suppose to meet u tmrw but yet you cancel everything than i cannot do anything. im sorry , once again. since tmrw u dun wanna meet me , than im fine with it. u takecare of urself than alright ? hmmms.
i didnt mean to make u feel down today or let u full with tears on ur cheeks. im worried for you alright. idk if its true u cry for me, for my stupid asshole behaviour, sorry alright ? hais.
u like never even trust me. everytyme i say i busy u say that i busy contacting other guys. why u say that huh? haissss. b , every relationship need trust & faith , & i hope u trust me right ? im trying to trust you too, but please, ur words hurt me alot. ):
takecare then.
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