"i tell you this . its not worth it to sacrifice ferh your ex dear .since im ein peh mataer . you cn come to me if you need someone pee .i will treat you like how ein treat you but ofcourse laa the feelings will not be same.its not worth it ferh u to hurt your body just cause of your ex .ini semua dugaan tawk . you have to accept everything dgn rela hati . dont try to make yourself sick or cut your hand and stuffs cause it will only just hurt u . move one cause i know you will get someone better den your ex .syg ! im a girl like u . i know how you felt cause i was in your situation before .try to think ahead u in the future . dunt stuck in ur past .did he play behind your backs ? like contact girls and say dat he love dat gerl to that gerl and stuffs ? did he ?atleast u are okeh tawk dari pade mimi before i meet ein i lost fade in love and i have given up my love life and everythin .my ex contact alot of girls behind me and every girl he contact i will dpt tahu punyerh without fail . and he even say to every girl he contact dat he love dem and stuffs . and some of that girls even know dat im with him .we last ferh 3 months plus nk masok 4 months . and we break patch ferh alot of times . and i love him deeply.since the last day i lost him cause i have given up totally . that day really make me change .and i think really hard . if we do stupid things to ourself it will only make us hurt and feel the pain and your family will be the one who are worry and all not your ex .you have to show that to your ex yg you are strong enough eventhough in your heart you are so lemah .you have to move on .i and my ex now pon kadang2 terserempak laa ape laa . but i try to be strong and atlast i forget him .but i know the love still have but you have to be strong and face everything.if you are not strong den who will help you ? no one ONLY u cn help yourself .its not worth it ferh u to do that just cause your ex .
if you dat ppl around you will be worry about u .since you are ein peh bestfriend den i will treat you like my small sys . it really takes time . even a year i tell u . move on . show to him dat you are strong enough .please move on dont stuck to the past .once you ahve move on den you will realise how stupid you are last time . i swear okeh you will feel that like how i felt . theres no use of you clinging to someone that dont love u and treat you like a doll without feelings !! sorry no offence to say you are stupid tawk . tkmorh ambik hati tawk.pelan pelan liya luperhkan dyerh . one day ferh shure you will be happy that you have move on .tkmorh ngangis ! im just giving an advise as a pompuan yg pernah go through all this . and i dun want to see ppl same nasib dgn mimi.if you need someone to advice do come to me i will be happy to help you tawk .you dont need love to be happy . you need friends and family to cheer you up . and be happy always.i hope it will okeh . if ein aderh pon dyerh tknk ngok liya sedeh psl ex kan . so cheer up.i know you can do it so go okeh .jgn ambik biji la ! it will only make your body rosak .janji mimi dat you wont take all this stuffs ?you are still young dear . tkmorh rosakkan bdn .i have been through all dat in dhe past . and i realise it was so stupid of me to take all that stuffs . it just make my body weak only .after i break with my lastest ex i have move on and change to a new person .
remember okeh ? ferh me and ein peh sake please dont take that kind of things ? it will just rosak kan your body . understand syg ?"

i swear, this is the only advice from my friend that can make me cry like hell. every words that she said means someting for me & i knw im stupid to be acting like this recently. yes ! i didnt cry after that breakup , but i cry after reading those advice & care that she told me. she use the tyme to type those long sentence just for me to realise that its not worth to think of my own ex. adui !