just started 2009 , and still , problems after problems. ):
to zahari;
i knw you hurt by what i've saying all this while. i knw already that u knw all the truth right ? like i say , if u wanna put all the blames on me , just do it , i knw its my fault too. im sorry ok ? like you say just now , "bygone be bygone. forgive & forget ok?" so yeah , i take your words. so dun act like in class i never exist. i talk to you like you give me the sarcastic way of replying my qn. you knw that me & mira hurt by seeing you like this ? mira feel like crying when she wrote that letter to you coz she wanna fix things up. haish. you know , we're classmates since sec 1 and yes , i knw u since p5, i still remember , we united as one , those promises that we wont ever be seperated. we scared of losing each other. i still remember all that . 2009 alr , start afresh. me & mira miss the day when we go downtown and study together, do you remember all that ? i hope you do. concentrate on ur studies okay zahari ? dun ruin ur own self , like me.):
to huda;
i know you know hw i feel. whenever im sad in class, you're the one who look at me & see whether im okay or nt. & you know that im crying while chatting with you? every single words you said make me cry ? i dun care what they wanna do , like i say to you , i try to fix everything up , but they just trying to run away from problems. i dun knw what to do. haish. & huda , like you say "remember, i cant make you smile, cant make you laugh, but i still can lend you my shoulder to let you cry and always beside you to protect you.no prob liya.. see everyone are surround you who care about you.. i know liya how you feel, biar org mcm gini, nnti tngk lah sapa cari sapa.. Huda tak tahu psl ini in the first place, huda tngk kenapa semua org jauh dari liya.. huda bingung, huda tak faham.. kalau huda tahu ini dari mula, huda akan tolong liya.. huda akan try nasihat dia, sekrg liya susah semua lepas tangan.. huda benci kawan mcm gini.. bila, dorang susah, liya tetap tolong. dont worry liya, huda, amirah, atiqah, athirah, adibah,tyqa, afiq, haikal semua org ada utk liyaa..tak apa lah... huda tolong dengan ikhlas, hmm, ya you are right, masa tak cukup lagi liya, tak guna utk terus fikir tentang ini bila org lain lari dari masalah, liyaa have to move on.. liya nye future is more important kan.. Dah jangan fikir2 lagi.. smile ok.. Walau apa pun liya nak nagis, jus nangis luah kan perasaan liya ok.. Take care b.." haish . huda , all i wanna do now is to concentrate on my studies. whatever happens, happens laa kay ? thnks so much , hudabby. hmmms.
to fidi;
if you read this , answer all my qn ! idk whats gg on between we both. idk if we're enemy or something. i knw i hurt you once, oh no , i guess i hurt you many tymes right ? im sorry , really2 sorry. we're classmates, so i just cant bare to act like im enemy with you. last tyme, i so called you my bestie, and this year what ? enemy ehh ? hmmmm. if you still hurt by my attitude & whatsoever , im sorry alright. idk what to do. i knw u wanna avoid me , & idk whats the reason you're doing this. if you hate me so much , come to me and tell me right infront of me. straight forward laa fidi, i wont take any actions. coz i knw , im always the one who make ur life miserable. when will this end ? till we never see each other again ? i know you move on already with ur life, you've been an independent guy laa kann. but dont because of last tyme stuff & all, you act like i never exist in this world. you hate me right fidi ? i understand then. idk hw to talk to you. just takecare of your self.
to danial;
i heard alot of rumors about u ehh ? u talk about 149 , u talk about me , u talk about people inside 149. you know what danial , you are the one of 149 last tyme & when you're out from 149 , u talk bad things about us ? ohh mind minddd . then , you open this POWER GROUP of yours called 204 , and you try to snatch 149 people to join your group , bit by bit. like wth kann ? i once close to you last tyme, u lanchiaway about others is your job. i knw. & i get to knw from someone you dirty 149 names. whoa ! i dun wish to be ur enemy uh , coz i knw u're still one of MY FRIEND & MY CLASSMATES, get that in mind ehh ! think uh danial , you're sec 4 alr, be a bit matured can ? -.- takecare uhh.
to faizal;
we promised each other before that after we brokeup , we wont be enemy, & yesh , i tot we wont. but then, you ignoring me on friday. maybe i need to understand you coz we've just brokeup right ? u need tyme to talk to me & i need tyme to talk to you too. but then , today , i feel like im nt use into u anymore. i tell eka & mira that i will msg you after i came back from school . i wanna knw hws you've been , hws was ur school & stuff. but then , recess tyme , ur class walked pass us & you then shouted "mepek" , stare us and walked away. what your motive sak ? & i shout back at you "mepek tuh kaw bodow!" . i knw i dun have the intention to say like that . i guess you know me well enuf. but then im just angry with ur attitude. i try to be nice, i try to smile whenever i see you , but you like trying to be enemy with me ? whatever siol. u breakup w me with a reason i wont spend tyme w u if im in school & u want me to focus on my studies. what the heck ? i've regretted patching up w u , coz i knw after we breakup, u confirm act to be like this ! urghhh !
to ayuni;
you once say , you wont go out from 149 coz you love me. & when i get ur msg 2 days ago , u say u wanna leave us , wanna leave me & stuff. you knw im crying ? i knw u didnt mean to say that . but i just cant bare to lose you , you knw ? i stop crying after replying ur msg coz i knw no use cry over and over again. the next day , you msg me & say u regretted leaving emiliyayunikaliao & u dun wanna lose 149 , & yes , im smiling when i read ur msg. i knw u didnt mean to leave us , even leave me. u say "liya tetap matey ayu that wont be broken. jgn wisau." im smiling & laughing u knw ? haishhh . ayu , imy truckloads. alot ! ):
to mira,haikal& boipekk;
you guys who cheer me up in school. you guys who put a smile on my face. you guys who make me laugh like hell & you guys whom i love. thnks for everything . mira say in the morning "kita empat jek skg ehh." i was like "ah. okayy pe." & smile. she say "ah ah , aku nan haikal , kaw nan boipekk." haha ! AS A FRIEND EHH PEOPLE. yesh , you guy been there for me. everywhere we go , we always four people together, like cant seperated ehh ? recess tyme , we eat together & stuff. when i cant finished my food, boipekk is the ferst person who finished up my food. haha ! thnks ehhhh ! love krgg !
to ikaliao;
cheer up b . like we stated alr , we dont need a boyfriend. i knw u still love hym. & i still remember the letter u wanted to give hym . haha . be strong, if he is for you , than he conferm be with you back. i knw he can give you last chance. & i knw u wanna be with hym like forever. try to win his heart back bby. i knw u can ! ;D & yes , thnks for being there too alright ? u try to cheer me up about hym. & i try to smile infront of you. promise me , dont ever leave this friendship kay ? ily , alot !
to zyzy & shasha;
liya miss you both like alot seyy ! when can i meet you both ehh ? i wanna spend tyme & shopping with you both , cancan ? i preety sure that im gonna miss shasha when she out to australia for 2 weeks. hmmm. ): & oh , zyzy didnt failed to call me every morning before i went to school. like whenever i heard her voice, im smiling. awww, i miss you both . meet soon , please ? ):
