since i broke up with hym ,i know i have freedom. & i knw that our friendship wont be like last tyme. so yeah , i've regretted being with him. even his my ex, i preety sure we not gonna be like last tyme. we wont talk. we wont go out together. we wont slack anymore. like i say , i've regretted & thank god im single right now. so amy , when im with hym last tyme, u always trying to get hym back , now , just go with hym back , you have the chance laa kan . (: ask for a patch & last long aye ? now i knw , he also another stmf i've had. ohh , dont said i hate all my ex ? NONO ! -.- like ikaliao say "single leh flirt." haha . i hope so i can . leh cuci mater ? XD since now im single, i wanna find better guy that can be trusted. i knw its hard, but i'll try to find one. only besties knw that my heart is only for one person,not my last ex ehh.-.- but went i think back, its better off i forget the past & strt a fresh since its 2009 now right ? i cant fake my smile. im smiling went im outside & im crying went im inside my house. what the heck ehh ? idk why i try so hard to forget hym but i cant. its just that now , i wanna move on & go for others guy. new year , new boyfriend ? XD i knw im strong & i can move on. give me support you guys ? ;DDD

i actually missing 2008. i feel like someone trying to avoid me over some reasons. idk what the reasons but i feel like im taking all the blames.am i right ? since now you wont be my bestie again , & i knw you're my last tyme bestie , i still care. so yes, you att ? last long okayy ? ;D prove to me yu can take good care of ur new gf. cancan ? (:

i wanna focus on my studies.n-level laa kan. so then , i should think for my studies than boys , love & stuff. iduncare already what happen next, just dunt be STMF aye guys? i dun need all that. i have my gfs & bfs, thats enuf for me.

believe it or nt, i never drink nor take those stupid pill again. coz i knw , it ruin my only me. im so stupid that i take those pill when i've break up with my 2nd ex, you knw who you are. really stupid. & i swear, i wont take those stuff again just because of a guy. i wanna strt a fresh. & yes , i try to stop smoking, i hope i can ? i dun tink so. hmmmm. slowly laa. aiyakkk.

like i say , even i love hym still , i wont turn back tyme & wished that he could come back. i know he wont & if he is , i knw he gonna hurt me AGAIN AND AGAIN.-.- move on , liya. ayu once say "ayu can lupe kan ex ayu, why cant liya?" hard hard hard ! idk why. i dun tink his my true love & i dun tink he the best for me. just that everything i do reminds me of hym. i kept those messages he sent me last tyme. i kept the ring. i kept the shirt he bought it for me. i kept his pictures. i knw im stupid by keeping all this. now what should i do ? forget all those memories. i wont ever gonna delete his msg & throw away the shirt. i wont ruin all that. haish. move ON laa liya ! -.-

school have started & i cant spend much tyme with gfs & bfs again. i cant spend much tyme with 149 & 454. i wont go out oftenly. after school , straight away gohome & revise my work. phewwww.!

guess what ? i've deleted all my contact number who asked for my number, & wanna knw me better and stuff. i wanna strt afresh. & now, i just save one number, thats "MKK;AFIQSUDEN" heee ! nice knowing you , new friend.