Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 12:09 AM
i wanna end all this , sorry people.
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zahari love.
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after school , slack with besties again at roofgarden , then headed off to ss and watch the boys play soccer while waiting for others to go out from school at 7. plus pm. long right ? haha . at 7 pm , i seat alone and waited for them and cat coz boipekk & danial need to go home. so 7.15 pm , they walked off from school , meet cat & danial all. make new friend w cat friend , norfa. pretty lah she. slack at danial roofgarden till 9 plus. & before that , i saw kakiysha under the void deck. (: so have fun with besties. but have a difficulties too. something happen. bla3.
walked home with eqajepon , then someone called me using ihsan house number. so its asep. & he talked otf with me & advise me stuff. bla3. haha . asep gyler. bbl pun mcm org tk betul. so we conf with kiki too. (: wish me luck people that i can go out tomorrow.
urm , ihsan have too. i wanna talked otf with hym , but he refuse. why you try to avoid me? why ihsan ? why ? haiyoooo. & he tell asep he dun have a mood to talk. idk why seyy. is it my fault ? tell me. i wanna knw the truth. when asep put down the phone alr , you call kiki & ask hym whether he gt talk otf with me. & you say "blg liya aku kirim salam. hug hug kiss kiss tau." why cant you just call me & tell me myself? why must you pass that msg to kiki ? i dont understand . seriusly . arghhh !
akai msg me at night and ask whether i slack just now. & i say yes. & he say i slack but never ask hym along. you go grandlink what gyler ! haha . if i can go tmrw , meet tmrw then. (:
and now , i had a big fight with boyfriend. ferst thing , he dun understand me. isit too bad that i talk on the phone with someone ? my own friend ? cant you just knw whats the meaning of "kol me back later." ? small matter sak. you said you wanna give me freedom , but then why you treat me this way ? please , i hate ppl controlling me.i am whu i am. no one can change me. i give up with your attitude . you know we almost everyday fight? you know that ? you know like im stress ? i hate your attitude. if you think i change ? why you just dont wanna go for other gerls ? every thing i do , you put the blame on me . why ? i hate you ! seriusly ! & like i said , leave me alone for this few days. actually i should listened to what asep said , i should be patient with this relationship and should know your attitude are like that . but i cant. im not a gerl whu love a guy control my life. bare that in mind. and also , i dont accept you to scold backwords with my dearest bestie. its your friend too . right ? i dont understand you . leave me alone . tc . (:
