HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH. (:
i knw im nt a gd daughter for you. i always make a mess and make you angry.i scold you even i dun have a right too. im always hurt you & make you mad. i make things that i shouldnt make & still i dun care every single things u advise me. im bad , i knw. im sorry father. happy birthday .
At time love can get hard,keeping a relationship while going to school. it not easy telling one another how you feel, no matter how long you been seeing each other.other couples can do it at time i feel i am not the right person for it. at some point in my life i was heart broken.I want to run,run until my feet give out, run until my heart stops beating, run until i have nothing left of me to give.i want to cry, cry all this out, cry into your arms, until i break into pieces i can fit back together.i want to feel love, love so deep.i want to be with you co i really need you.i want him.i want his lips against mine,ever so perfect.i want my hand in his, so unknown.i want him to love me, like i know he could.i want him to make me feel beautiful,ever so beautiful.
Liya's story;
She's finding it hard to understand, what's really going on.She has the love of her life, and yet she still can not stay strong.The memories still haunt her, and she doesn't know what to do.She feels like she will start falling, back in love with him,not.She's trying hard to fight it, but her feelings just get stronger.She's still in love with him, but she's known him for longer.Her feelings are confusing her, and she tries hard not to cry.She's trying to forget him, be happy with her new man,But there is just something about him that seems to ruin her plan.The feelings she gets, is different from everyone else.It's like with him, she can just be herself.She doesn't understand, why her feelings, get so mixed.Because finally it seems, like her heart has been fixed.She's unconditionally in love with him, and yet she can not let him go.
What is it about him that make her feelings grow??She's trying really hard, and she's been trying for so long,but her heart beat still quickens, when she hears that old love song.The one that always made her, think about the past.And now whenever she hears it, her heart tears in two.If she could have her wish, she would forget about him,just move on, and forget everyting.Hopefully she will succeed, and be happy in her life,with the man, she trying to love now.In the end he will never know, if she finally let him go.All that are left are the memories no one else will ever know.Maybe she was happy, or maybe she was sad.But all he need to know is she might've been the best he ever had.
