cut the story, meet fidi , mira , cat & eqa at my house. then i meet ahkai under my block. sorry ahkai , im late . i knw , its my fault. hmmph ! sorry ehh . (: slack with ahkai for a while , then meet ayim , jas , ihsan , haikal & those besties & slack like usual. me and cat decided to study but i half way give up. lol. ayu , asep & ayla then came. asep say "ehh , dah lama tk nampak liya." & smile. haha . tawu pun lamer ehh ! 8.30pm , walked off from there.
and thennnn. when i walk alone under my block , theres this suspicious man say "gerl , can send me to the bustop coz i wanna take bus to pasir ris but i dun knw where." i was like "fuckk ! liya scared ! liya scared !" haha. so i say i dun knw and walked quickly & he following me from behind. he say "you're the one whu smoke here right? help me or else i call police." i was like "what he want from me ?" haha ! saw this auntie wanted to enter the lift and i quickly run. pheww, at last im saved. mengiggil sak aku sekejapan. & yeah , i dun dare to walked alone under my block ever again. scare me.
so , i have a family problem now. & mum dont understand me. she wanna make me like a small kid & she wanna control me back just because of the hp thingy, she never trust my friends anymore & i was like wow ! so im thinking , if my parents attitude are like this , how can i join them on the june holiday for the pit ? i really wish i can torn with them, i hope i can. haish. i should gain my trust back. hmmmm.
& ayu , im sorry if im too harsh just nw. im hurt. im stress. i knw you knw hw i feel. so im sorry. nt that i trust eqa more. im sorry. & also , its true , we're far apart & im trying to make this friendship lyke last tyme okayy ?
tmrw maths paper , wish me luck people. & i wont slack tmrw. sorry. & bye.