Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 3:40 PM
memories. goodbye.
HAPPY ONE MONTH SUPPOSED TO BE , EX.those pictures reminds me of how we both spend tyme withh each other even we fought alot.
Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?
Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.
I don't really want to say goodbye.I don't really want to leave you.But now I have to go away.Stay away from you forever.What we had was something special.Deep down from our hearts.But now I have to go away,And leave you from my heart.
you say you still love me & will be with me back one day. but at the same tyme you have that some crush feeling towards MSK. i cant blame you, nor her. coz she my friend tagged too. she sweet & she can make you happy more than me. im useless gf, remember ? i dont treat you right. even at tymes i say i love you , but i didnt show it. MSK is better for you. i knw. she love you more than i do. right ? go on with her. coz i bet she love you moreee than me. im wondering, whats ur pm means about "MSK"? now i knw whats that mean. i've been cheated by you many tymes. you lie to me again & again. is this call STMF? i love you & i hate you at the same tyme & now, im nobody to you. i cant control you anymore. do whatever you like, i cant force you not to. im hurt. you rather choose MSK than me ? oh , maybe its fated to be like this right ? no wonder you need tyme to make up between the both of us. you ask me to change. change what dear ? tell me. haish.
you promise me today you're gonna meet me & celebrate for our 1 month supposed to be. but u didnt turn up. i wait for ur call or msges, but you dont. janjy melayu eh? im hurt, you knw that ? but nvm , maybe you're busy. i understand. & now i've realise, how much i love you & you dont even care. im blind to love a guy like you whu didnt treat gerls right. you say you wanna change, for me. you dont wanna be like last tyme again but indeed you repeat it again. you promise me you wont delete our pictures at ur phone, but i guess thats all a fake. if you do keep it, just delete it. im nobody to you anymore & i'll be gone after this. i dun wanna be a third party over you & MSK. do treat her right. dont treat her like u use to treat me , now. ): i promise you before that i wont ever forget you. thats a promise. even my friends say you are a STMF. maybe you are. i dont knw you that well. boy , choose gerls wisely. tkmu go around play with their hearts. they hurt you know ? please ? haishhh.
I hate the way you treated me && I hate what you did to me. ): What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you but other times I seem to loathe you.I can't be without you or maybe just without anyone.I think about you all the time but why do I have this feeling? I long for your voice and I would die to hear your laugh but is this love or merely lust? tell me? ):
goodbye, love.
get this song from ayu blog :morning i wake up , i read those msg you sent me. every end of every msg , you say you love me & ohh it seems so real. i've never doubted you once,its like so prefect on the outside. the light on you has always shines. i tot u were totally mine. no more loving msg. no more late nights calls. the "together" in us has changed & i really wonder why. could it be me? could it be time? could this be the end of the line? if its not any of this. a third party is all i have in mind.
once again relationship has fall apart. you saw it coming but you choose to be closer to her more & then you tear us apart. you were playing behind me, you did it secretly. do things with her & you never even tot about me, no im sick of third parties.
i was looking thru your inbox. i read those msg you have sent.most of the messages were rightfully you have sent to another gerl. the kind of stories that you made up it really seems to mess things up&you're making me look like a fool & now im totally in doubt.
so what now ? what do i got to do? what have i ? what wrong did i do? now its tyme to leave the past behind. how could you? we were doing so fine.
it just a song. it really meaningfull to me.
so tell me , you wanna end this coz of third party or misunderstanding?):
