Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 8:22 PM
i miss this girl.):
hello people ! im not gg out today as yesterday i go home that late & im tired so yeah , stay at home like 24 hours. haha ! syafiex msg me & ask me to meet hym at wdland , but i cant. eyfakechyk baby msg me & ask for out , still i cant. eqajepon ask me to slack today, but i dont want to.
help mum to paint my bedroom & tidy those thing that i dont need at my house. hee. fuhhh. then, at night i revise my english paper as tmrw is my prelim paper for english. must study hard ehh. hahs ! cicak call me coz he otw to punggol & wanna slack but i say i dont want to. sorry taw. ishk!
so so , pic above, saw that gerl? her name is azia & people call her catmeow. to tell you the truth , i miss her so much. i miss hanging out with her like last tyme but becoz of the stupid conflicts we go thru , we both drifted apart & idk why in a sudden we are like that. i miss her so much , mind that in your mind kay dear.
go out yesterday , i feel like someone missing & when i think back , its her , catmeow. everytyme we go out & have fun , i didnt fail to text her & i her to tagg with us along. but now? im so scared to msg her & ask her out, idk why. maybe we're not like last tyme. we use to be close, so close that everyone will get jeles. but now? i dont think we're.
in school , i saw her, she saw me , both seems not to talk to each other & i feel awkward. haisshh. yes, i act happy infront of her,but inside? im dying. i feel like hugging her & wanted to go out with her like last tyme. bby, you still remember when i torn with you at hg? we had alot alot of fun together. ein was so fed up that we didnt torn at his place and i sacrifising torning with you then torning with ein. becoz of why? becoz i wanna see you happy , not to be sad. i dont wanna break your heart. im a useless gf, kan bby? haishh. i knw im change/ you change too now. how can we make this friendship back? can we both gain those friendship back & be like last tyme? i hope we can.
if you read this, i want you to knw , i miss you so much & remember , i will never ever hate you. im sorry for all the wrong things i've done to you. i bad mouth about you when they talk about you & i feel like im a bad gf after bad mouth about you. im so sorry kay syg? ilysm, remember that.
good luck for your exam. haishhh.):
