Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
its hurts.
"dearest kakai.. im chatting w ur lovely gerl, amaliah and she told me everything. u once kol her "bhy" when u both are otf. u once told her that u love her. u once guve her kiss & hug when u meet her. u once told her to be ur supergerl. u once told her nt to talk about me. u once told her tat u breakup with me alr. she tot u sngl until she get to read my blog,my tagged and get to knw u still att w me from myra. u so cruel tat u did tiz to me. so i guess im letting u qo. thnks so much for the memories. im lettinq u qo nt becoz im anqry, bt it is becoz u say u love her. so it means u have tat love towards her. and also u give her hug & kisses when u are still att w me. and yet, she told me she still love you.so i dont wana hurt her. u let her fall for you, thengo for her. dun worry bout me.dun ask whether im okay. coz i guess it useless when u ask me. so nw, i let u go w her. dont ever come and find me. she ask me tiz qn "yy are u duin tis sdqkan u syq die?" idk what to say. just let me hut by myself. atleast im hurt i cn see u happy w her. she a nice gerl. im nt. so qo for her. chase her ans say sowie, alright ? takecare kakai"
this long msg i give it to hym. idk what else to do . i have to end this. i need to end this. i knw im doing a stupid decision just to make that gerl happy with hym. & idk whether i regret or nt. all i knw , dah tige kali dher uat liya gini & still , i give hym chances. so people , mind this in your mind , i do still love hym. but liya korban kan diri liya untuk dher dan jugak amaliah. i have too. i knw he love her, not me. im just a doll for hym. & yet , he still say like must enjoy.
kakai , wheres my ear stick babi !? haha. nvm , thnks for all the memories when you meet me kat punggol. thnks for everything. like u said , everyone make mistake. tapi tk payah lah uat liya sampai gini ? apa liya uat salah kat kakai sampai kakai uat liya gini mcm ? sedeh taoo. hmmm. tapi tkper. you wont care.
kakai jage diri kay ? dah tk leh alek mlm kan ? so be gdboy. janjy liya tkmu uat keje2 mepek2 lagy . wish you luck for 17 sept. (:
