kakaiielmo , do you ever remember pic above that you edit it? i really love this pic you know? do you know that i miss you now? you dun even knw, right? even i knw yoo att, i just cant forget those memories & kept it in the box. im trying. do you care?

let start, do you remember when im sad, you the one whu cheer me up. you chat & msg me to make me smile. you call me once & we talk like we've known each other soo soo well. & from there, i strted to forget _ _ _ _ _ bit by bit.

i still kept those msges boyy,

do you still remember when i say if i were to accept you, you promise me you wont hurt me & take care of me? coz i told you its enuf that _ _ _ _ _ hurt me so deep. & you say.

"of course i will. i naaq guidance to lead my lyfe. i naaq ubahh idpp i. hmm" whats all that mean? stmf ? tell me!

you say "i trust u yg u nyk blehy jager i. i tol2 sygg u. hmm" && now? you leave me just like that? haishh.

this long msges you give me at night make me melted you know? i tot i could last with you, but im wrong. why? haishh.

do you still remember when you say "LiyaaaBby kakai punyaaaaaa !" u remember ?

do you remember when you really want me & you say "b , i seriusly wanna be with you, will you be mine? hmm" do you remember all that ? i bet you dont. i just miss you.):

23 june 2009

pic above , is the ferst day you meet me. we never talk alot as im shy & you busy with ur soccer thingy. do you remember when my leg hurts and you quickly came hold my hand. you ask me whether im okay. you seat with me throughout the day and take good care of me. do you remember ? and when i wanna go home, u msg me & say sorry coz you never send me home as boipekk have & you say you shy. do you remember when you msg me this "i tkkn brk ngn u. i sygg u. i tkkn lpskn u senang2." i tot its true , but its all fake, just because of one gerl, you leave me? ):26 june 2009

do you remember you meet me at punggol & this is the only day we took alot alot of pics together. you really happy that you get to kiss me. you say this is the ferst tyme you took pic with a gerl when we kiss. do you remember? ): do you knw that i feel warm when you hug me and save when you been beside me? do you knw all that ? all i want is you, you knw? ):

28 june 2009

do you remember this day? when me , eqa & boipekk went to yishun just to slack with you guys. do you remember you & dannyboyy fetch us and we when to kopitiam. after that , its raining , & we slack at pondok with all ur friends. after raining , the boys play soccer but only you didnt play. because of why? coz you wanna spend tyme with me, do you remember ? you take all those shiny thinqy from my shirt and put at ur hand all over. do you remember you wipe those shiny thinqy from my hand? do you remember you lay at me & you wanna kiss me.? do you remember you hug me infront of every people and you send me right infront of the bus interchange? ):

1 july 2009

do you remember this day? i went to yishun coz i wanna meet you as i miss you so much. we slack just right under ur block. do you remember we fought this day when i read your msges and you read my msges too. i was so fed up with you & we didnt talk after that. do you remember when i ask you whether you wanna tag along and go yishun park & you just say directly no. do you knw im hurt? i feel like crying, do you knw that?

i still keep this msg when you say "everytyme we fite, i feel sad. its lyke, im nt treating u rtye. this seems to be my problem when im in a r/s. i want you , to chnge me."

you say im the cause that you forgeet your ex. you say you have only me & i give you happiness. but you? you give me false hope. ): do you knw that i miss those late night call & sweet msges? do you knw i miss your kiss & your hug ? ):

do you still remember you post for me when im totally fed up with my blog? you say you hurt when i keep on msging my ex. & i've done what you ask me to. because of you, im not that close with my ex nimore, becoz of what ? becoz i love you so muchh. ):

3 july 2009

do you remember this day, you came, & i really feel awkward to talk to you at the ferst place. i dont knw why. do you remember you complaining that i keep talking to my friends and leave you behind? do you remember ? it becoz , i feel awkward with you this day, idk why. and when after i pierce , i directly seat beside you and wanna spend tyme with you before i go night safari. do you know that i really happy like at least i get to take pic with you?): after i get change to my p.e attire, i keep telling huda , athira & mira that i wanna meet you back before you go back to yishun, but then , you seems not to care.

do you remember we fought again this day? i msg you & you say that i never give you enuf love? do you knw im hurt. im trying to make this relationship strong. you knw? ): but im really glad after those foolish msg , you say sorry & we're okay. do you remember when u say "im nt leaving you dear. i kaan dh janjy. hmmm. just be strong kay. i lurve u. just remember dat. bt , if u think there is other outside dat cn give u mre lurve and concern dhen me dhen tell me." ):

i miss when you say "iwy ! iny ! imy ! ily!" ): its over , right ? i should accept it.):


4 july 2009

do you know that this is the special day on earth when im with you. you knw that im too nervouse to meet ur parents, do you knw? do you remember , this is the only day we both go out together & spend tyme with eachother. do you remember you tell me you hate if those people look & stare at me coz you will get jeles. do you remember when you hold my hand soo tight & make the world jeles? ):

do you remember when you say your parents has arrive & im the only one whu feel so so nervous & you say that you will be with me throughout that day. do you knw i miss your parents? do you knw i miss that cute little cuzin of yours? do you knw i miss when u carry that gerl and accompany her play the playground. it seems like you really look like a small kid & more ever you look like a father for a child. do you knw that im happy on this day when i get to spend tyme with you, adib & your parents.? okay , wait , im crying.):

you once say "i sygg u saaak. i noe im nt a gudd bf. bt, cant u help me chnge. haishh. i lurve u , andd i mean it" do you knw i try to make you chnge & love only me? but seems like ur playboy still the same. maybe im nt for you. haish. i miss you , i miss ur parents. ):

3 july 2009

do you remember this day when you say you miss me and you willing to go down to punggol just to meet me & i agree even yesterday we've just met ? do you remember you lay at me and kiss me? do you remember you hug me so tight & you whisper you love only me? ):

you say you wont repeat your past mistakes. you say you dont wanna lose me.

do you remember when your father is in hosp and you dont have tyme for me. i try to understand you & you msg me "bhy , i hrp u phm uhh kay, asl i tk lyn mcm dulu dis days. papa i pat hosp. behh dea keneq go operate. its nt dat i wanna treat u lyke tys bt im nt in de mood. i naaq u understand jekk. i lurve u sho much dear. i cant leave u, coz , no one could ever replace a girl lyke you. only u day i lurve. i just nidd ur understanding and ur sincerity in lurving me annd im happy. ameliah cumer srng pt dunie. annd im lucky to found a girl lyke u. i lurve u." arghhh ! my tears keep rolling down whenever i read those msges ! ):