Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 4:41 PM
something special(:
i cant do my CPA paper today. i swear i cant do. im sleepy, i've no mood. i look at the tyme , always ! then , my practical CPA, i try my best to did it well. i hope soo. after school, call kecikstar, ask about sayang♥, bla3. thnks for the info. then call sayang♥ , talk with hym for a while.
i swear, yesterday niqht, talk with sayang♥ otf like for so lonq never make me satisfied. i just scared im losinq hym. haishhh. sayang♥ , im sorry about the past. you knw i knw. i knw you sad, so do me. its my life,sayang♥. accept me for who i am, okay? if you dont, then tell me right infront of my face. kay bby? while otf , sayang♥ msg me "ily." & i reply hym back "ihateyouu" & you knw what he reply me back ? "I HATE YOU MORE SAYAANNG. *winks*" pantat dher lahh ! haha. mcm budaq beyloo sak kiter, otf toqether while msqing. ishk!
okay , today , hudabby♥, mirabby♥ , zahari♥, athirasyg♥ & atyqasyg♥ slack my house. & mira say she soo love slacking at my house & when i ask why, she dont knw the reason. LOL. kecohkecoh. i love them truckloads kay?
& i wanna let this feelinq out. i miss AZHAR FITRI,AFIQ & HAIKAL ! im sorry if you quys thinq that im chanqing & not in to you guys like last tyme. i knw, i never treat you quys so well this few days. & like i said to afiq, i miss you so damn lots. im sorry if i've chanqe. & to haikal, sorry if i slack , i never tagg you alonq. im soo sorry kay ? i dont wanna lose you quys, yes i dont. lets rewind the past , can god? slackinq & have outinq with them like usual. i just miss old those tymes.
&& i've read HUDA bloq. she say:
I hope you have make a right choice of your life and i hope that it will stay until you are happy forever, I dun want tos ee you sad and cry infront of me. I know you have family,friends and relatiosnhip problem. hey this is life, you have to go through the up and down. Now then you know how hard to find a truth friend kan? Its hard liya, You will have plenty of friends, but the plenty of friends, only one wil help you throughout.. Remember liya, the only way for you to calm yourself down and talk with is the one above. GOD. Bnyk lah berdoa liya.Huda, kawan liya, huda perhatikan gerak geri liya selalu, kdg2 nak nangis dpan liya pun huda tak snggup, tapi ingt, huda hanya seorang sahabat yang akan selalu menasihati liya walaupun liya ingt huda nik bising. I will and never stop! Ok liya. :D
& here , to HUDA SYG: i knw i make you sad. i knw i make you cry , over a small little thingy. im sorry huda. i just wanna make you happy. dont ever try to keep any secret from me , can? if you sad , i more sad seeing you like this. i knw i hurt you soo deep but i just cant do anything. you always been there for me , thnkyou so much kay syg? i love you so muchh. dont ever cry infront of me just becoz of my past with hym okayy? it cant rewind. i knw you wanna see the best for me. but i've a complicated life. i hope you understand. you wont lose hym as a friend & he wont treat you like a doll. talk to hym, when im not around coz if you were to be beside me, he wont ever talk to you & make you like a doll. okay? cheer up. i knw , things change. but what to do? forget about it. (: ly!
