Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 4:15 PM
this guyy.
this guy above. his name is fydy naughty. im his & his mine. but i just cant get away from the past. im trying to forget kakaii & fydy knw about it. so i need support. i hope so i wont fail to forget kakai. fydy , he waited for me like 1 year plus & its hard for me to accept his love. so now , im trying to move on & forget everything about kakai . i hope so i can. haishhhh. i knw i make a stupid decision? but its my life. friends cant bare to see me cry all day long just because of kakai . what a complicated love life ehh ? )):
i try to patch up things with kakai yesterday & he say something to me that make me cry .
"i do mishh u alot. im sorry . i cant lurve you. you are hys. haishh. just forget about me.. im sorry. i will chnge..andd become worse.haishh. im sorry. kwn2 liyaa dah tknk kyter together. u see, we cant succeed. haishh. ramai org benci kakai. haishh. liyaa, dngr snik. kakai tknk liyaa saket kan aty fydy. dea btol2 sygkan liyaa. dea happy, i noe he is. skrg , tkder org support liyaa in this.. i dont think anywant wants us to patch things up. you choose this pathh. just walk all the way.. see wad happen next. kakai akn doa2 kn agar liya bahagia kayy? im fine with it. i'll try to find my wayy.. heh. be happy.. im always there guiding youu. klaww ryndu ,tgk gmbr.. tkmu sadsad agkk. tkmo bwadd kakai nanges, pls. im always sad, if you are saad. i dunnoe why. kakai blehy dpt raser kan perasaan liyaa. its lyke, im part of u.. and you are part of me.. tkmo tglkn fydy. kakai taaqnaqq tuuh bender happen. pls liyaa. pandang kakai uhq. haishh. we nidd to sacrifices in lyfe. i want you and fydy. rayer naqq dkt. have fun , syg! haisshhh. rayer pon kakai srng ! kakai tknk liyaa sakerkn aty org. just followw tys pathh. it will lead you to something dat will make you happy. i wont ever forget about you. be happy in lyfe taww. nnt , one dayy , a guy will come to you , tgk jekk. he will be lyke me. i think even better. andd its nt me.. liyaa, im moving on taww. bt not now. tk lamer lagykk. i wont forget u ! ever. ! i will be with u, in ur sleep, by ur side. when u nidd sumone. im part of u. swite dweeaam ! imysm ! (:"
&& i knw , i make hym sad. i make hym hurt. bbut my hurt more deeper i guess. kakai , imysmt. dun ever forget me kay ? move on with life & try to make her happy. i will keep those memories with me.
&& to myra keai, thnks for all the support you give to me & kakai. i appreciate it alot. & like i said to you , kalau ikaliao ada . conferm dher dissappointed coz of this. ikaliao , i need you ! kakai && me fail to grant you wish. )): im sorry . like he say kalau ada jodoh , kiter akan together alek. im letting it go. i knw , someone is waiting for hym. amaliah , win hys heart. i knw u can.
fydy naughty , i love you , okay ? )):
